dear diary,

immediately i saw the envelope in hes hand...i knew what it was...my face lit up like a miliion candles....and for that moment....that lil moment...for once....i was happy....and for the first time in my life had this genuine smile...i almost kissed him...and remembered he was married...ok so i finally get to go to school...my diploma exam went well and i got my admission letter....here starts another chapter of my life..one ive been looking forward to for a long while..but really he did. it...not me..not my expired brain..not anything....but cuz of the man up there..GOD...and i just thank him for everything hes been doing in my life...and will continue doin.hes done it before..but then i was too stoopid to make a decision..and hes done it again....and now i think am ready .....i probably wont blog that much......[oh so now u think uv got a life]....as i matter of fact i think i do....what was i sayn b4 i was rudely interrupted by my tots....ehen......i gotta get my act togeda....accomodation..registration....and all...am not as dumb as i tot i was....i called evry tom dick and harry..or rather sms-ed....thanx to dose wu replied with congratulatory msgs...much appreciated...

gata take out my braids.....its looking really horrid....i bet my hair looks even worse....i need to do something about it....havent had time to compose any poems....been caught up with myself....havnt listened to music in a long while tooo...oh caught t.r.l yesterday with usher..acting all crazy..

dnt have much to ramble about just extremely happy..one down a million and one oda hurdles to go....wish me luck!!!!

Happy birthday to the two craziest people ive ever known....hyper TOSAN FREGENE..and insane TONY JORIC....hope yawl have a fab day..heres wishing yawl tyhe good things of life....MUAH!!

Dear diary,

I heard some good news..but i need to be extra sure before i start popping them champagne bottles...u knooooow!!..am so forgetful.its gotten so bad i have to keep jotting things every 5 minutes so i dnt forget what i need to be doing...or what i havent yet done...i heard coffee makes u forgetful..and all the balderdash i read about coffee making u lose ur memory....is that why...cuz am one big coffee addict...its not funnie...i keep setting alarms around the house...so i know when am supposd to be doin stuff...i also tend to misplace things easily...whats wrong with me...anytime i misplace a couple of bucks i always imagine them lying about sumwhere..sayin.."ull neva find me"laffing at me....[hey am nt exactly normal,dnt blame me]its sometime ive had to deal with.....u dont see me complaining..

had an arguement with my bro..sed i was too emotional..and ive got issues...and am insecure n all..made me look like a raging psychopath..i almost started believing i really was crazy....but am i?

listening to ashlee rite now...oh the pieces..pieces..pieces of me...i love that song...she just brings sumtin diffrent to the table...dont u think? and her sister too...has this song that was previously done by robbie williams.."ANGEL"..I THINK...lovely song.

nuff luv pipo...HOLLER

HI TO KAYODE.SHEILA.VALERIE.KENNETH.TOBORE.JERRY.ESOSA.DAPO.EVELYN.TONY.CHUKA...LUV YAWL....